1. |
Heeled
03:13
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Wayward sun
Shining bright on a deadly transmission
Born again
No surprise when I know she's always been
I'm heeled
Feeling high
Only 3 inches but I'll make 6 if I try
On Maryjanes
Facia burns but I just can't feel that pain
I'm heeled
Gaffs are made
Boners pulled and this is no mistake
Come awake
All made up and I finally don't feel fake
I'm heeled
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2. |
MANIFESTO
01:41
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I want you all to love me
And I want you all to leave me alone
I want you all to fix your gaze
And I want you all to leave me alone
I want you all to scream my name
And I want you all to leave me alone
I want you all to talk to me
And I want you all to leave me alone
I love it - but I hate it
I need it - but I don't want it
So thank you
I want you all to pine for me
And I want you all to leave me alone
I want you all to claw and gnash
And I want you all to leave me alone
I want you all to steal my trash
And I want you all to leave me alone
I want you all to cry for me
And I want you all to leave me alone
I love it - but I hate it
I need it - but I don't want it
So fuck you
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I'm a girl and I'm afraid
Because I'm drawn to all the things they forbade
But I know I can't not be
Even if it means my good things leave me
It's the glimpses I just can't forget
Peony reflection on a street that's wet
Evening window in a room of light
Silhouetted symbol of a hard-won fight
I'm a girl and I'm afraid
All I've know in my life begins to fade
But I know I have to be
Because I've finally learned what's deep inside me
It's the glimpses I just can't forget
Peony reflection on a street that's wet
Evening window in a room of light
Silhouetted symbol of a wrong made right
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4. |
Tits Up
01:36
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Lonely wolf device
Floppin nougat dive
Shortcut neighbor white
Scalded scold me right
No guide on the way
Mis-takes by mistake
Answers way too late
Comfort cold as snakes
It takes my death to see
How my life - it killed me
Die to start again
Listen to Ms Fenn
Life that could've been
Long gone by age 10
Sadness make me sad
Myself I kidnap
Raise the child on crap
Untouched but been had
It takes my death to see
How my life - it killed me
Put her in a grave
Leaden dirt cascade
Cryogenic fade
Scream and claw birthday
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5. |
Sixteen-Nine
02:42
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In my pine box
Stare into the mirror
Dying for the day
When I whisk me somewhere queerer
How I miss myself
When she am away
Dreaming of the moment
When I come back here to stay
I'll be together forever
Yeah soon I'll be together forever
I think I'll wait just a little more
Though I'm not really sure what for
But soon I'll be together forever
I'm the sleepwalk
Girl of my dreams
Life lived in somnambulance
Thinking I'm a beam
Now our date is set
Myself I devour
Roles are finally crystal clear
Fertilizer / flower
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6. |
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Care for what you wish for
Because it's sure to come someday
Know the road will be a grind
With heartache all the way
See the brave and pretty ones
So proudly with their shears
Always do remember
That they too once wallowed here
Care for what you wish for
Never put your chance to waste
Fight against the deadly urge
To cower in your place
Even sleep will take away
The time you have for dreams
Fill your lungs and let it out
Share your joyful screams
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7. |
Deaf White Sentinel
01:13
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Deaf white sentinel
Don't think he can see
What's in front
Or what he means to me
In his sweater
Sidles as I sleep
When I change my clothes
He acts the creep
Deaf white sentinel
Late at night he screams
Don't know what to do
To make him clean
Window vigil
Anywhere I be
A game of doo-doo hockey
Waits for me
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8. |
Modern Windows
01:06
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See the eyes that see the eyes
That just gave up and rolled to white
See the eyes that see the eyes
That saw enough when the sun died
The phoeni flock
It gets me high
In the land of post decimal pi magic eye skies
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10. |
The Aluminium Can Man
00:59
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Tin can man
Set up the string
Sycophants ring
Oscillations
Baby hippos
Dying chairs
Asked them nicely
Oscillations
Cut and run
Nimbus affair
Illiterately
Oscillations
Hid in fields
Flatline days
Buzz at the door
The aluminium can man
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11. |
Mental Phantom Limb
01:16
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Mental phantom limb
All the places that we've been
Specters in the brain
From a past long down the drain
Glimpses look like he
Just a muscle memory
Lasting burning sting
From a missing cut off thing
Mental phantom limb
Because your trauma just won't dim
Brand new mirror box
Just can't shake the same old pox
Not alone but dumped
This one has really left you stumped
You're too now a widow
Way the Wizzo crumbles kiddo
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13. |
Parallelograms
00:37
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I was dreaming of June
And all the things that we loved to do
Parallelograms remind me of you
I was dreaming of food
And all the things that we won't get to
Parallelograms remind me of you
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14. |
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Your little girl is finally happy
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15. |
Amanda
01:15
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Amanda - they're sorry now
Even long after I meet you
I still won't understand
Why you being sad
Made them so glad
But they're sorry now
Amanda - they're sorry now
On that day when they finally meet you
I hope they feel way too bad
To just take your hand
And see you're not mad
They're sorry now
Amanda - they're sorry now
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16. |
Mg Sun
05:09
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Don't give up
You're the one we really need
Cut in truth and beauty
Fjords of love with your seed
Scars once your skin
Placed by self deceit
Lost their inspiration
As your splendor becomes repletes
Bleeding light
A magnitude most absolute
Unable to be quenched
Burning soul most resolute
Fingers into your chest
Expose the true one
Clenching fists pull apart
All eyes blind in the magnesium sun
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17. |
Go Down Singing
02:10
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18. |
OFF & ON
02:00
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It's my secret though
It don't mean it's not right
Gives me peace for sure
In darkness I find light
Feeling damned I linger
Raging flood I fight
Take a million fingers
To plug the holes in this dyke
Turn it off & on
Because the world ain't right
Brought to life for wreaking
Keep my jar sealed tight
Stubborn lid gets beaten
Hope that's left shines bright
Blackest thought obsession
Brings euphoric gaze
Might coerce confession
Fake their lifeless ways
Turn it off & on
Because the world ain't right
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19. |
I'm Sorry If I Die
01:21
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From the trees and violet leaves in purple bloom
To the weeds and crawly creeps that might go boom
All the uglies
They can't fathom why
Please forgive me
I'm sorry if I die
Eyes unseen and thoughts unclean spell certain doom
Crowds that teem with perfect dreams prepare my tomb
Should protect you
Can't keep it inside
Please remember
I'm sorry if I die
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20. |
Woke Up Underwater
01:56
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Woke-up underwater
All the fins were upside down
Panic to the surface
Because I didn't want to drown
"If that makes you happy"
Mrs Volunteer Lifeguard said
Like the sane decision
Is to submerge and float dead
Woke up underwater
Darkest phathoms of despair
Lung-burn of a journey
Till I screaming-gasped for air
"You really are brave"
Mr Volunteer Lifeguard said
Like sleeping with fishes
Would be easier instead
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21. |
Null And Blue
02:33
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Standing in craters
A witness to it all
When she died
And you cried
Till next fall
Wasn't my place to
Lend a helping hand
But sometime
I would choke
I would slap
Yes - I was watching you
Torture through and through / Hell's acidic hue
Yes - I was watching you
From the null and blue
Squinting unfeeling
At times my gaze you'd crack
As you took
More than yours
And came back
Your work is over
Finally mine's begun
Gave me birth
And I'm proud
You're my son
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22. |
Empty My Eyes
01:54
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Empty my eyes
I'll let you decide
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23. |
Slough
01:53
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Point cup with crimson stain
As you claim you've had enough
I scream I haven't changed
As I drown in my own slough
Cross-armed cheek-puff drive away
In your '87 huff
Flash hot on moltin' days
As I drown in my own slough
Feign droll familiar ways
The cliches they cut me up
I swear I laugh the same
As I drown in my own slough
Dog-headed cock-eyed spotted gaze
From a blind man playing bluff
But I know I haven't changed
As I drown in my own slough
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24. |
God Gave Me Life
03:57
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25. |
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I know I'm gonna lose you
I've been here before
You say everything is alright
We both know that's just a lie
You tell so I won't break down
I know I'm gonna lose you
Each time we meet
I fight as hard as I can
To hold back the time wasting tears
And just bask in your dying light
I know I'm gonna lose you
The messes I'll clean
Another day lost every year
To phantoms of your memory
And nothing will be as fun again
I know I'm gonna lose you
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26. |
Ergonomic Creeper
00:56
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Monoraul stereotype
Deadpan same old lines
Bleating boy thespian
Miss Typecast Lesbian
Method acting through a sad portrayal
Close the curtain on my self-betrayal
The place where I would run when life became no fun is turning into my new everyday
Character assassinate
Killed off way too late
Heave heavy relief sigh
Left exit hook I spy
All their boos - they form a wave
Ride it out - leave 'em at my wake
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28. |
Haunting My Walls
02:11
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Haunting my walls
13
Rob me of all
Obscene
Beauty erased
Unclean
Trauma replaced
Pink dreams
When you are deflowered
All you're left with is the shitty dirt
When they all are counting
Those who're stuck at zero feel the hurt
Haunting my walls
13
Violent appall
Fists gleam
Finally undead
Flesh screams
Sharpening breath
Heart beams
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29. |
Möbius Strippers
01:27
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...you're sad that I'm sad that you're sad that I'm sad that you're sad that...
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30. |
Sysyphus Loop-De-Loop
01:05
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Cut the Newtons
Float to the top
Head down pushing
Rock till you drop
Avalanches of fractured lines
Getting stoned
How you spend your time
Think you're done
But it never will stop
Chaos to the capacity
Learning who you were meant to be
Break ground laying your pain to rest
Spade strike straight through a hornet's nest
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32. |
Stop, Vampire & Me
01:49
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They'll try to fill you with sour grapin' fears
Work to de-will you with pantomiming jeers
They'll try to make you think without them you'll fall and crumble
Don't believe their shit
They're your dreams - be not humble
I'm talking to the kids in the uniforms
They'll try to mold you in their visage obscene
Vow to condemn you if you question their scheme
They'll try to make you think that their love is all that you need
Don't believe their shit
It's your truth - go be free
I'm talking to the kids in the uniforms
キン コン カン コン
カン コン キン コン
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34. |
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勝田台
南行徳
ジューネパレス203
マルエツ
ミスター
ミスタードーナツ
モアカフェ
ディスクユニオン パンクマーケット
新宿モノリスデンタルセンター
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35. |
He Man Woman Haters Club
02:18
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Big child put in charge
Group no think - only sports and cars
Shanties erect on sand
Tide unnoticed because their grabbing hands
Packs bray - reek of piss
Loud opinions but the point they miss
Madams play along
Roll our eyes as they shit beer bong
In the he-man woman-haters' club
Fuck the he-man woman-haters' club
Let my dues lapse while I bebop with my Pabst
Sadness to the hilt
Lifetime associated guilt
Privy thoughts of swine
Think I'm one and give the high sign
Madness that they spew
Wonder if they really think it's true
Brainwashed - dead above
Brotherly but there ain't no love
In the he-man woman-haters' club
Burn the he-man woman-haters' club
Let my dues lapse while I bebop with my Pabst
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36. |
Creamy Despise
00:22
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Creamy despise
They call us all butterflies
Pupa demise
Damn right we're all butterflies
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37. |
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Sky pulsed a cobalt blue
When I saw him on the street
Fought through the waves of hell
And finally we did meet
I looked him dead in the eye
And told him what I'd seen
He laughed out, "Hey! Nice tits!
Do you sit down when you pee?"
Wondrous change I thought
For sure I would be bringing
But I went back in time
And all I got was this lousy feeling
One punched knocked him to the ground
And it left him scared and bleeding
Screamed my truth one more time
But he didn't get the meaning
He thought he'd figured it out
And stumbled up to his knees
He shoved his head in the ground
So I went home in defeat
Wondrous change I thought
For sure I would be bringing
But I went back in time
And all I got was this lousy feeling
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38. |
Limp Dictator
01:35
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Limp dictator
Doled dumb commands
Once brave and tall
Now he can't stand
Limp dictator
Patriarch of lies
Lifetime bound
Head between my thighs
Cut it off - cut it off
Just like a bad song
Limp dictator
Boring old fool
Poisoned my mind
Deceit so cruel
Limp dictator
Soon he won't be
Makes no vas deferens to me
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39. |
Copernicus Hangers
01:58
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So afraid to make your own mistakes
And walk a path that's yours and yours alone
Shun the work of understanding your programming
No facing fact so stark and cold
Hands and fingers over eyes and shoved in ears
Just wait for someone else to bring the chains
Then they can cower is a piss-stink darkened corner
To scream at lighted ones who took the reins
The enemy they're fighting
Is really their own mind
The Copernicus hangers
Want to hide from what's inside
Projectionists of the highest hidden order
Scream and reel at what they want to be
Freedom's cost is much too rich for their poor blood
Rather go along and live for free
Squalid time of numbing ear on closet door
To the muffled sounds of silent peace
Only fire to the fuel of self-delusion
So they can stamp and pout you and me
Really have no patience
For weakness of this kind
Talking gets you nowhere
Their delusion it goes on and on and on and...
The enemy they're fighting
Is really their own mind
The Copernicus hangers
Want to hide from what's inside
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40. |
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Cliche
No heart
Spit up
The rab
They rouse
With hate
They come
To feed
I'm dead
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41. |
Capriole
04:06
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Take my hands and we will somersault so tall
All the sneerers sad and jealous are praying for our fall
They'll tell us that we shouldn't be
Our kind just don't exist
Their god would never make mistakes like this
Take my hands and stare into my eyes lined black
Recognize a kindred soul who'll always have your back
I promise this will be a chore
At times you'll want to quit
And even I do doubt that we'll make it
But we'll capriole - through giant panes of glass
We'll capriole - the shards though us they'll pass
You and I will fall together in a bloody heap
And always know each other we will keep
Take my hands - dig you nails into my flesh
Glare at me through teary eyes when your heart's had no rest
Curse them for the hell they brought
Shower them with blame
Know with angry heart I do the same
Take my hands, heave a sigh and shut your gaze
Curling corners to a smirk as you overcome this phase
The ugly truth has been revealed
It blinds us with beauty
A brighter future we have never seen
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42. |
Switchblade
02:49
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In their world
Gonna live her way
Try to hunt
They're all her prey
She comes - here she comes
From a past
Of darkest night
Blinds the world
With brilliant light
She comes - here she comes
With a violence
Pure and clean
Gives us strength
To finally be
She comes - here she comes
Double edge
The sharpest knife
Pierced my soul
And gave me life
She comes - here she comes
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43. |
High Above The Ceiling
02:26
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Full exposure
Grandest scale
Cold erosion
Weathered, frail
Nimbostratus
Rocks they wish
Swirling beauty
Blind abyss
High above the ceiling
Pending destiny
Will their love break my fall
Or will it be the scree?
High above the ceiling
Sapping mystery
Close my eyes
Take my breath
And swim the floating sea
Sigh and tremble
Once your dream
Final option
Crouch and lean
Cool and misty
Blue to black
Pierce the lining
Wide, aback
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44. |
Automotive & Trans
01:05
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45. |
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Was a time I could pass on by
10,000 passersby and they'd all forget me
Nowadays when they see my face
Gets burned in their brain
They tell their friends and family
Out the door an ambassador
For what they abhor
It's my job to change them
Disrespect so the ones who are next
Avoid this living heck
Fighting I refrain
It's an honour and a privilege and a nightmare
Once again teaching never ends
Gawkers off I fend
Burn in grace and beauty
Colonnades of flesh in ancient ways
Drowned in crashing waves
Give myself mouth to mouth
Hands are tied
Red and black confine
No righteous state of mind
Though it's fun to pretend
Calming light of a B2 flight
Ignore with all my might
Crying I must claim
It's an honour and a privilege and a nightmare
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46. |
無限才
00:34
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Age of 20
I was 10
Till '14
Was nothing
無限才
Always was
Never been
So behind
I'm ahead
無限才
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47. |
Why Should You Care?
01:57
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November, why should you care?
All of his mistakes are ones you'll never make
November, why should you care?
Lead me to my seat
Old faces I will meet
Fighting ghosts left by a man who's finally gone
Make this job my own
And wind up more alone
In the name of peace I'll never be your pawn
November, why should you care?
All of his mistakes are ones you'll never make
November, why should you care?
Not afraid to fight
Or speak when they're not right
I don't give a fuck if I should cause dismay
When they turn to me
Missing what used to be
I'll be glad to tell them, "That was Alice. I'm Kay."
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48. |
A Purpose For The Wait
02:25
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Suffering stock
Mirrored redux
Pinching chunks
Sadly gazed hands
Names traced
Stigmata fingers
Burned walls
Regurgitant
Red and sticky
Hair vomitous
Lostness
Ideations
A purpose for the wait
A reunion with the uglies
Residual permiation
"I remember...nothing."
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49. |
Can I Live Yet?
01:44
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Can I live yet?
Waiting because you're so behind
Terrified of your own mind
All your head holes filled with sand
I am done with your commands
Can I live yet?
Love to play your childish games
Hiding eyes and placing blame
Pointing all your guilt at me
Jealous of what you can't be
Bunch of fucking fakes
Pissed that I made a break
Think they don't stink of shit
Lives are chockablock with it
Can I live yet?
Think my life is meant for you
Nothing could be more untrue
Too young to get your respect
So called love that I reject
Can I live yet?
Gave you my entire life
Neck against a sharpened scythe
All for nothing in the end
What's in this for me again?
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50. |
I Am A Bad Boy
01:40
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10 in a row till you come inside
10 in a row till you come inside and run and cry
Push back on those fucking brakes
Push back on those fucking brakes
I am a bad boy
Deaden your soul and try to score
Deaden your soul and try to score and go for more
Care not for the hearts that break
Care not for the hearts that break
I am a bad boy
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51. |
Your Sun In Dead
01:27
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Down and up
Rise and set
Flares exact
One more debt
Can't you see?
Woke to skies
Once with hue
Now the light
It sees you
Can't you see?
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52. |
The Work & The Worry
04:00
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Knots and guts
Blood in the eyes
Door slam shut
Seal your demise
Razing brows
Hairs that are cross
Clams for sows
Fade virgin gloss
Empty combs on the moon
Painted for a berk
Tired, sick and still resigned
To the worry and the work
Careless nicks
Ever they seep
Vision ticks
Finger spread peep
Shake and wail
Hold back the tide
Black on pale
So much to hide
Empty combs on the moon
Painted for a berk
Tired, sick and still resigned
To the worry and the work
Tired, sick and still resigned
Tired, sick and still resigned
Tired, sick and still resigned
Tired, sick and still
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53. |
Good Luck To You
01:58
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Good luck to you
And all your snotty hands
Good luck to you
Your days through shaky glance
I don't wanna know how it all ends
But good luck to you
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54. |
What Would I Do?
01:35
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55. |
Super Witch
01:35
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Guess I don't use paper no more
'Cause when it came time for my suicide note
I had to use a torn up grocery bag
But it fits a life spent up on the shelf
Came from out of the closet
Got swept under the rug
Ain't no fiction easy swallow so they cut this show off
Now I twist and turn and spin and shake
Mesmerizing black trails in a voring storm
Mangled pelt rolls along
Pick up dirt, glass, shit, hate, gravel and rocks
Show me how bad I'm wrong
Though the expanse it has no perspective
Scruffed to the top
Not as wide at the base
Then they say I gotta jump
Back out, toes on the ledge
Sputters of honest perplexment
Score wheeze-bleed on the ground
In time the hurt kills the pain and the truth gets revealed
Decades of staring down walls
Clawing sand, getting trepanned in Japan
Have brought me here to the grandest hour
Conjure a super witch
Grab my broom and make a break for the stars
Where I'll have no perspective
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56. |
Awesome Rats
00:11
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Million dollar fantasy
Twenty buck reality
Paying dues for dues I pay
Make it up another day
Wishing I would disappear
Tell yourself there's nothing queer
Hate yourself forever more
Can't you see I'm fucking bored?
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57. |
Ball Pein
00:50
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58. |
Calm Between The Storms
00:54
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59. |
Mummy Society
00:15
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60. |
Undertow
00:18
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City lights
Crash into a word disfigured
City lights
Undertow of raging darkness
City lights
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61. |
Brick Shitters Local 220
00:14
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My life's a washing machine
My life's a washing machine
Gut force pull spinning so mean
And I drown
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62. |
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Beaten down all on the bright side
Beaten down all on the bright side baby
Beaten down all on the bright side
Beaten down all on the bright side baby
Nothing to see
Nothing but tears
Nothing to feel
Nothing but fear
Beaten down all on the bright side
Beaten down all on the bright side baby
Beaten down all on the bright side
Beaten down all on the bright side baby
Nothing to hear
Nothing but screams
Nothing to lose
Nothing but dreams
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63. |
Pigpen Froze To Death
01:08
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64. |
Pissessed
00:48
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65. |
Lathers
02:10
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Smearing door car
Toxic amp in a rancid quasar bar
Friction and swish
305 or any other shade I wish
Lathers - spin me around
Lathers - love to see them all cut down
Rustling pout
Quiver pictures never make their way out
Justified glance
Watching Mercury until I have to dance
Lathers - spin me around
Lathers - love to see them all cut down
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66. |
Proteinaceous Spinnerets
00:35
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Left the anteroom
Went to take a look
Wrote your name in the register book
Corner glancing through the folding chairs
Met with disbelief and furrowed stares
Painted nails on your silken box
On your suit my tears began to drop
Not a symbol of how much I cared
Side-effect of angry clench jaw stare
I never knew how angry I was 'till you were dead
Ravaged face with nerve damaged brow
Much too late you're wearing makeup now
Slightly glad to see you rest in peace
Know the years had torn you piece by piece
Sealed your fate for the final time
On your sides we all stood in line
Took you out to descension belts
So impressed with how I carried myself
I never knew how angry I was 'till you were dead
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68. |
Lonely Candle
00:50
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69. |
I Want Me
00:29
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I picture you in my mind
Looking pretty
Feeling fine
Wishing we were always side by side
I'm never gonna get what I want
I'm never gonna get what I want
I'm never gonna get what I want
Well I don't want you
I want me
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70. |
Mae / November Romance
00:55
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Wheels finally stopped
Turning cogs cool and silent
Actualize my hell
Make it real
Make me melt
A new low to shoot for
There's a peace that comes
When you stare into your soul
Even if it's just
A casket filled with pain and terror
She's my mirror
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71. |
I Wanna Get Down
00:48
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Black pool whirls on chirping birds
And I wanna get down
Options weighted with a warm sole gliding gaze
And I wanna get down
I'm down for more once this one's spun me round
I'm down for more when next I hear that sound
Up climbing to the ground
New chasms they abound
Up climbing to the ground
I've really got this down
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72. |
Death To False Decopage
01:04
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73. |
Portfolio Of Creeps
00:30
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74. |
Somnambulace Chaser
01:02
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