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TOTAL DISCO

by NOVEMBER ONOTO BAND

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nw0lf One of the greatest songwriters you've never heard. She's been a huge inspiration for me over the years and it's painful to see how little praise she gets. Real rock and roll.
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Heeled 03:13
Wayward sun Shining bright on a deadly transmission Born again No surprise when I know she's always been I'm heeled Feeling high Only 3 inches but I'll make 6 if I try On Maryjanes Facia burns but I just can't feel that pain I'm heeled Gaffs are made Boners pulled and this is no mistake Come awake All made up and I finally don't feel fake I'm heeled
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MANIFESTO 01:41
I want you all to love me And I want you all to leave me alone I want you all to fix your gaze And I want you all to leave me alone I want you all to scream my name And I want you all to leave me alone I want you all to talk to me And I want you all to leave me alone I love it - but I hate it I need it - but I don't want it So thank you I want you all to pine for me And I want you all to leave me alone I want you all to claw and gnash And I want you all to leave me alone I want you all to steal my trash And I want you all to leave me alone I want you all to cry for me And I want you all to leave me alone I love it - but I hate it I need it - but I don't want it So fuck you
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I'm a girl and I'm afraid Because I'm drawn to all the things they forbade But I know I can't not be Even if it means my good things leave me It's the glimpses I just can't forget Peony reflection on a street that's wet Evening window in a room of light Silhouetted symbol of a hard-won fight I'm a girl and I'm afraid All I've know in my life begins to fade But I know I have to be Because I've finally learned what's deep inside me It's the glimpses I just can't forget Peony reflection on a street that's wet Evening window in a room of light Silhouetted symbol of a wrong made right
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Tits Up 01:36
Lonely wolf device Floppin nougat dive Shortcut neighbor white Scalded scold me right No guide on the way Mis-takes by mistake Answers way too late Comfort cold as snakes It takes my death to see How my life - it killed me Die to start again Listen to Ms Fenn Life that could've been Long gone by age 10 Sadness make me sad Myself I kidnap Raise the child on crap Untouched but been had It takes my death to see How my life - it killed me Put her in a grave Leaden dirt cascade Cryogenic fade Scream and claw birthday
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Sixteen-Nine 02:42
In my pine box Stare into the mirror Dying for the day When I whisk me somewhere queerer How I miss myself When she am away Dreaming of the moment When I come back here to stay I'll be together forever Yeah soon I'll be together forever I think I'll wait just a little more Though I'm not really sure what for But soon I'll be together forever I'm the sleepwalk Girl of my dreams Life lived in somnambulance Thinking I'm a beam Now our date is set Myself I devour Roles are finally crystal clear Fertilizer / flower
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Care for what you wish for Because it's sure to come someday Know the road will be a grind With heartache all the way See the brave and pretty ones So proudly with their shears Always do remember That they too once wallowed here Care for what you wish for Never put your chance to waste Fight against the deadly urge To cower in your place Even sleep will take away The time you have for dreams Fill your lungs and let it out Share your joyful screams
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Deaf white sentinel Don't think he can see What's in front Or what he means to me In his sweater Sidles as I sleep When I change my clothes He acts the creep Deaf white sentinel Late at night he screams Don't know what to do To make him clean Window vigil Anywhere I be A game of doo-doo hockey Waits for me
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See the eyes that see the eyes That just gave up and rolled to white See the eyes that see the eyes That saw enough when the sun died The phoeni flock It gets me high In the land of post decimal pi magic eye skies
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Tin can man Set up the string Sycophants ring Oscillations Baby hippos Dying chairs Asked them nicely Oscillations Cut and run Nimbus affair Illiterately Oscillations Hid in fields Flatline days Buzz at the door The aluminium can man
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Mental phantom limb All the places that we've been Specters in the brain From a past long down the drain Glimpses look like he Just a muscle memory Lasting burning sting From a missing cut off thing Mental phantom limb Because your trauma just won't dim Brand new mirror box Just can't shake the same old pox Not alone but dumped This one has really left you stumped You're too now a widow Way the Wizzo crumbles kiddo
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I was dreaming of June And all the things that we loved to do Parallelograms remind me of you I was dreaming of food And all the things that we won't get to Parallelograms remind me of you
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Your little girl is finally happy
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Amanda 01:15
Amanda - they're sorry now Even long after I meet you I still won't understand Why you being sad Made them so glad But they're sorry now Amanda - they're sorry now On that day when they finally meet you I hope they feel way too bad To just take your hand And see you're not mad They're sorry now Amanda - they're sorry now
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Mg Sun 05:09
Don't give up You're the one we really need Cut in truth and beauty Fjords of love with your seed Scars once your skin Placed by self deceit Lost their inspiration As your splendor becomes repletes Bleeding light A magnitude most absolute Unable to be quenched Burning soul most resolute Fingers into your chest Expose the true one Clenching fists pull apart All eyes blind in the magnesium sun
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OFF & ON 02:00
It's my secret though It don't mean it's not right Gives me peace for sure In darkness I find light Feeling damned I linger Raging flood I fight Take a million fingers To plug the holes in this dyke Turn it off & on Because the world ain't right Brought to life for wreaking Keep my jar sealed tight Stubborn lid gets beaten Hope that's left shines bright Blackest thought obsession Brings euphoric gaze Might coerce confession Fake their lifeless ways Turn it off & on Because the world ain't right
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From the trees and violet leaves in purple bloom To the weeds and crawly creeps that might go boom All the uglies They can't fathom why Please forgive me I'm sorry if I die Eyes unseen and thoughts unclean spell certain doom Crowds that teem with perfect dreams prepare my tomb Should protect you Can't keep it inside Please remember I'm sorry if I die
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Woke-up underwater All the fins were upside down Panic to the surface Because I didn't want to drown "If that makes you happy" Mrs Volunteer Lifeguard said Like the sane decision Is to submerge and float dead Woke up underwater Darkest phathoms of despair Lung-burn of a journey Till I screaming-gasped for air "You really are brave" Mr Volunteer Lifeguard said Like sleeping with fishes Would be easier instead
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Standing in craters A witness to it all When she died And you cried Till next fall Wasn't my place to Lend a helping hand But sometime I would choke I would slap Yes - I was watching you Torture through and through / Hell's acidic hue Yes - I was watching you From the null and blue Squinting unfeeling At times my gaze you'd crack As you took More than yours And came back Your work is over Finally mine's begun Gave me birth And I'm proud You're my son
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Empty my eyes I'll let you decide
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Slough 01:53
Point cup with crimson stain As you claim you've had enough I scream I haven't changed As I drown in my own slough Cross-armed cheek-puff drive away In your '87 huff Flash hot on moltin' days As I drown in my own slough Feign droll familiar ways The cliches they cut me up I swear I laugh the same As I drown in my own slough Dog-headed cock-eyed spotted gaze From a blind man playing bluff But I know I haven't changed As I drown in my own slough
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I know I'm gonna lose you I've been here before You say everything is alright We both know that's just a lie You tell so I won't break down I know I'm gonna lose you Each time we meet I fight as hard as I can To hold back the time wasting tears And just bask in your dying light I know I'm gonna lose you The messes I'll clean Another day lost every year To phantoms of your memory And nothing will be as fun again I know I'm gonna lose you
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Monoraul stereotype Deadpan same old lines Bleating boy thespian Miss Typecast Lesbian Method acting through a sad portrayal Close the curtain on my self-betrayal The place where I would run when life became no fun is turning into my new everyday Character assassinate Killed off way too late Heave heavy relief sigh Left exit hook I spy All their boos - they form a wave Ride it out - leave 'em at my wake
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Haunting my walls 13 Rob me of all Obscene Beauty erased Unclean Trauma replaced Pink dreams When you are deflowered All you're left with is the shitty dirt When they all are counting Those who're stuck at zero feel the hurt Haunting my walls 13 Violent appall Fists gleam Finally undead Flesh screams Sharpening breath Heart beams
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...you're sad that I'm sad that you're sad that I'm sad that you're sad that...
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Cut the Newtons Float to the top Head down pushing Rock till you drop Avalanches of fractured lines Getting stoned How you spend your time Think you're done But it never will stop Chaos to the capacity Learning who you were meant to be Break ground laying your pain to rest Spade strike straight through a hornet's nest
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They'll try to fill you with sour grapin' fears Work to de-will you with pantomiming jeers They'll try to make you think without them you'll fall and crumble Don't believe their shit They're your dreams - be not humble I'm talking to the kids in the uniforms They'll try to mold you in their visage obscene Vow to condemn you if you question their scheme They'll try to make you think that their love is all that you need Don't believe their shit It's your truth - go be free I'm talking to the kids in the uniforms キン コン カン コン カン コン キン コン
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勝田台 南行徳 ジューネパレス203 マルエツ ミスター ミスタードーナツ モアカフェ ディスクユニオン パンクマーケット 新宿モノリスデンタルセンター
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Big child put in charge Group no think - only sports and cars Shanties erect on sand Tide unnoticed because their grabbing hands Packs bray - reek of piss Loud opinions but the point they miss Madams play along Roll our eyes as they shit beer bong In the he-man woman-haters' club Fuck the he-man woman-haters' club Let my dues lapse while I bebop with my Pabst Sadness to the hilt Lifetime associated guilt Privy thoughts of swine Think I'm one and give the high sign Madness that they spew Wonder if they really think it's true Brainwashed - dead above Brotherly but there ain't no love In the he-man woman-haters' club Burn the he-man woman-haters' club Let my dues lapse while I bebop with my Pabst
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Creamy despise They call us all butterflies Pupa demise Damn right we're all butterflies
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Sky pulsed a cobalt blue When I saw him on the street Fought through the waves of hell And finally we did meet I looked him dead in the eye And told him what I'd seen He laughed out, "Hey! Nice tits! Do you sit down when you pee?" Wondrous change I thought For sure I would be bringing But I went back in time And all I got was this lousy feeling One punched knocked him to the ground And it left him scared and bleeding Screamed my truth one more time But he didn't get the meaning He thought he'd figured it out And stumbled up to his knees He shoved his head in the ground So I went home in defeat Wondrous change I thought For sure I would be bringing But I went back in time And all I got was this lousy feeling
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Limp dictator Doled dumb commands Once brave and tall Now he can't stand Limp dictator Patriarch of lies Lifetime bound Head between my thighs Cut it off - cut it off Just like a bad song Limp dictator Boring old fool Poisoned my mind Deceit so cruel Limp dictator Soon he won't be Makes no vas deferens to me
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So afraid to make your own mistakes And walk a path that's yours and yours alone Shun the work of understanding your programming No facing fact so stark and cold Hands and fingers over eyes and shoved in ears Just wait for someone else to bring the chains Then they can cower is a piss-stink darkened corner To scream at lighted ones who took the reins The enemy they're fighting Is really their own mind The Copernicus hangers Want to hide from what's inside Projectionists of the highest hidden order Scream and reel at what they want to be Freedom's cost is much too rich for their poor blood Rather go along and live for free Squalid time of numbing ear on closet door To the muffled sounds of silent peace Only fire to the fuel of self-delusion So they can stamp and pout you and me Really have no patience For weakness of this kind Talking gets you nowhere Their delusion it goes on and on and on and... The enemy they're fighting Is really their own mind The Copernicus hangers Want to hide from what's inside
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Cliche No heart Spit up The rab They rouse With hate They come To feed I'm dead
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Capriole 04:06
Take my hands and we will somersault so tall All the sneerers sad and jealous are praying for our fall They'll tell us that we shouldn't be Our kind just don't exist Their god would never make mistakes like this Take my hands and stare into my eyes lined black Recognize a kindred soul who'll always have your back I promise this will be a chore At times you'll want to quit And even I do doubt that we'll make it But we'll capriole - through giant panes of glass We'll capriole - the shards though us they'll pass You and I will fall together in a bloody heap And always know each other we will keep Take my hands - dig you nails into my flesh Glare at me through teary eyes when your heart's had no rest Curse them for the hell they brought Shower them with blame Know with angry heart I do the same Take my hands, heave a sigh and shut your gaze Curling corners to a smirk as you overcome this phase The ugly truth has been revealed It blinds us with beauty A brighter future we have never seen
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Switchblade 02:49
In their world Gonna live her way Try to hunt They're all her prey She comes - here she comes From a past Of darkest night Blinds the world With brilliant light She comes - here she comes With a violence Pure and clean Gives us strength To finally be She comes - here she comes Double edge The sharpest knife Pierced my soul And gave me life She comes - here she comes
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Full exposure Grandest scale Cold erosion Weathered, frail Nimbostratus Rocks they wish Swirling beauty Blind abyss High above the ceiling Pending destiny Will their love break my fall Or will it be the scree? High above the ceiling Sapping mystery Close my eyes Take my breath And swim the floating sea Sigh and tremble Once your dream Final option Crouch and lean Cool and misty Blue to black Pierce the lining Wide, aback
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Was a time I could pass on by 10,000 passersby and they'd all forget me Nowadays when they see my face Gets burned in their brain They tell their friends and family Out the door an ambassador For what they abhor It's my job to change them Disrespect so the ones who are next Avoid this living heck Fighting I refrain It's an honour and a privilege and a nightmare Once again teaching never ends Gawkers off I fend Burn in grace and beauty Colonnades of flesh in ancient ways Drowned in crashing waves Give myself mouth to mouth Hands are tied Red and black confine No righteous state of mind Though it's fun to pretend Calming light of a B2 flight Ignore with all my might Crying I must claim It's an honour and a privilege and a nightmare
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無限才 00:34
Age of 20 I was 10 Till '14 Was nothing 無限才 Always was Never been So behind I'm ahead 無限才
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November, why should you care? All of his mistakes are ones you'll never make November, why should you care? Lead me to my seat Old faces I will meet Fighting ghosts left by a man who's finally gone Make this job my own And wind up more alone In the name of peace I'll never be your pawn November, why should you care? All of his mistakes are ones you'll never make November, why should you care? Not afraid to fight Or speak when they're not right I don't give a fuck if I should cause dismay When they turn to me Missing what used to be I'll be glad to tell them, "That was Alice. I'm Kay."
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Suffering stock Mirrored redux Pinching chunks Sadly gazed hands Names traced Stigmata fingers Burned walls Regurgitant Red and sticky Hair vomitous Lostness Ideations A purpose for the wait A reunion with the uglies Residual permiation "I remember...nothing."
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Can I live yet? Waiting because you're so behind Terrified of your own mind All your head holes filled with sand I am done with your commands Can I live yet? Love to play your childish games Hiding eyes and placing blame Pointing all your guilt at me Jealous of what you can't be Bunch of fucking fakes Pissed that I made a break Think they don't stink of shit Lives are chockablock with it Can I live yet? Think my life is meant for you Nothing could be more untrue Too young to get your respect So called love that I reject Can I live yet? Gave you my entire life Neck against a sharpened scythe All for nothing in the end What's in this for me again?
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10 in a row till you come inside 10 in a row till you come inside and run and cry Push back on those fucking brakes Push back on those fucking brakes I am a bad boy Deaden your soul and try to score Deaden your soul and try to score and go for more Care not for the hearts that break Care not for the hearts that break I am a bad boy
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Down and up Rise and set Flares exact One more debt Can't you see? Woke to skies Once with hue Now the light It sees you Can't you see?
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Knots and guts Blood in the eyes Door slam shut Seal your demise Razing brows Hairs that are cross Clams for sows Fade virgin gloss Empty combs on the moon Painted for a berk Tired, sick and still resigned To the worry and the work Careless nicks Ever they seep Vision ticks Finger spread peep Shake and wail Hold back the tide Black on pale So much to hide Empty combs on the moon Painted for a berk Tired, sick and still resigned To the worry and the work Tired, sick and still resigned Tired, sick and still resigned Tired, sick and still resigned Tired, sick and still
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Good luck to you And all your snotty hands Good luck to you Your days through shaky glance I don't wanna know how it all ends But good luck to you
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Super Witch 01:35
Guess I don't use paper no more 'Cause when it came time for my suicide note I had to use a torn up grocery bag But it fits a life spent up on the shelf Came from out of the closet Got swept under the rug Ain't no fiction easy swallow so they cut this show off Now I twist and turn and spin and shake Mesmerizing black trails in a voring storm Mangled pelt rolls along Pick up dirt, glass, shit, hate, gravel and rocks Show me how bad I'm wrong Though the expanse it has no perspective Scruffed to the top Not as wide at the base Then they say I gotta jump Back out, toes on the ledge Sputters of honest perplexment Score wheeze-bleed on the ground In time the hurt kills the pain and the truth gets revealed Decades of staring down walls Clawing sand, getting trepanned in Japan Have brought me here to the grandest hour Conjure a super witch Grab my broom and make a break for the stars Where I'll have no perspective
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Awesome Rats 00:11
Million dollar fantasy Twenty buck reality Paying dues for dues I pay Make it up another day Wishing I would disappear Tell yourself there's nothing queer Hate yourself forever more Can't you see I'm fucking bored?
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Ball Pein 00:50
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Undertow 00:18
City lights Crash into a word disfigured City lights Undertow of raging darkness City lights
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My life's a washing machine My life's a washing machine Gut force pull spinning so mean And I drown
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Beaten down all on the bright side Beaten down all on the bright side baby Beaten down all on the bright side Beaten down all on the bright side baby Nothing to see Nothing but tears Nothing to feel Nothing but fear Beaten down all on the bright side Beaten down all on the bright side baby Beaten down all on the bright side Beaten down all on the bright side baby Nothing to hear Nothing but screams Nothing to lose Nothing but dreams
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Pissessed 00:48
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Lathers 02:10
Smearing door car Toxic amp in a rancid quasar bar Friction and swish 305 or any other shade I wish Lathers - spin me around Lathers - love to see them all cut down Rustling pout Quiver pictures never make their way out Justified glance Watching Mercury until I have to dance Lathers - spin me around Lathers - love to see them all cut down
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Left the anteroom Went to take a look Wrote your name in the register book Corner glancing through the folding chairs Met with disbelief and furrowed stares Painted nails on your silken box On your suit my tears began to drop Not a symbol of how much I cared Side-effect of angry clench jaw stare I never knew how angry I was 'till you were dead Ravaged face with nerve damaged brow Much too late you're wearing makeup now Slightly glad to see you rest in peace Know the years had torn you piece by piece Sealed your fate for the final time On your sides we all stood in line Took you out to descension belts So impressed with how I carried myself I never knew how angry I was 'till you were dead
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I Want Me 00:29
I picture you in my mind Looking pretty Feeling fine Wishing we were always side by side I'm never gonna get what I want I'm never gonna get what I want I'm never gonna get what I want Well I don't want you I want me
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Wheels finally stopped Turning cogs cool and silent Actualize my hell Make it real Make me melt A new low to shoot for There's a peace that comes When you stare into your soul Even if it's just A casket filled with pain and terror She's my mirror
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Black pool whirls on chirping birds And I wanna get down Options weighted with a warm sole gliding gaze And I wanna get down I'm down for more once this one's spun me round I'm down for more when next I hear that sound Up climbing to the ground New chasms they abound Up climbing to the ground I've really got this down
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TR-027

NOVEMBER ONOTO BAND COMPLETE DISCOGRAPHY 2016/2017

TRACKS TAKEN FROM:
(01-16) TR021 - Come On And Leave Me Alone (LP)
(17-18) TR020 - Go Down Singing (SINGLE)
(19-34) TR022 - Shinjuku Monolith Dental Center (LP)
(35) Alt Adult Records Trans Liberation Comp (COMPILATION)
(36) Alt Adult Records NOB VS ONOTO Micro-Agression 2 (SINGLE)
(37-52) TR024 - The Work & The Worry (LP)
(53-54) TR023 - Good Luck To You Single (SINGLE)
(55-74) TR026 - Baubellum (EP)

Everything by November Onoto
Backing vocals on To The Kids In The Uniforms by Kera Evans

Recorded in The Girl Cave
55-74 recorded in The Safe House

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released January 14, 2020

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